unimportant stuff;
these are from a set of pictures i took last night. it was about my quest to take the photos to my bf that i promised him for christmas. i narrowed down to a dozen shots of which i let my bf choose. he liked these two.

it's hard to suddenly mix feelings into something that you've learned to treat as an act, whenever in front of the camera i am merely in a role, and the visual aspects and idea go above everything else. here i had no idea, i took around 150 shots over a time period of maybe 2 hours. i just had to search for something that i found aesthetic, something relatively abstract that would be me and also what i wanted to tell him about myself. these weren't the most 'me' kind of shots though, but from the more artistic end of the selection.