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here i am by suzi9mm here i am by suzi9mm
i like to look at this as i listen to the song on this trailer ([link]). i was aiming for a peaceful, sad, melancholic photo.
i think she'll die in 2 seconds. and i wonder if her heart stopped beating already. i don't know what exactly happened but i believe she fought hard and now the game is over. the sun is supposedly morning sun, which creates a beautiful contrast to the fact that her life is ending. the sweat on the skin and small spatters of blood are telling their story of what happened, but, it doesn't matter anymore of course.

this was inspired by the new version of Texas Chainsaw Massacre. there was some scene or moment which got my imagination going, i can't remember it anymore but i don't even want to see it again. the purpose was not to imitate, but just do something based on that one sight and feeling i got. the music from the trailer ([link]) finally helped me to pick the right shot from the big set of photos that i took. this is where i took the photo [link] , the nature bg is mine and added later. i had some dusty pieces of glass that i broke for the shot, i hope u see them there. i got the title from the song lyrics, i think it expresses the moment well.

blood: i use artificial fakebloods, please read more here [link]

i wanted a girl with pretty lips and long eyelashes, so, one of my fav models; Tiitta :)
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gellybeanz Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
this reminds me of high tension.. the.. lights and all.
femdro1d Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2006  Hobbyist Photographer
I really love your works. They are always so beautiful and well structured.
Finnly Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2006  Student Photographer
This pic makes me almost cry.
It reminds me a bit of a car accident.
And my first thought was She isnt dead, is she?
Her eyes shows pain, but with the morning sun hope appear.

Great pic + :+fav:
suzi9mm Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2006   Photographer
thank you
kittehkisses Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2005
ooohhh... i honestly just shivered <33 you amaze me beyond beyond beyond belief
gimnazijec Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2005   Photographer
wooooooooow.........amazing shot.....
jonjacobsen Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2005  Professional Photographer
She has a beautiful nose :giggle:
ladyNoe Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2005 so jealous wif your talent!
Born-In-Balmora Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2005   Photographer
I don't know if you have ever seen the Tv show Survivor, but that is what it reminds me of! :thumbsup:
UmeHoshi Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2005
There are a thousand words I could say as to how much I like this, but none of them would convey how much I really love it. You did an amazing job. :)
suzi9mm Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2005   Photographer
hajian Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2005
FilthySecret Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2005   Photographer
Hi suzi...I marvel your pics for long time...all of this adores are very nice taken.I like situations,you made forever, and your emotion to realize it so real!
Im your fan!!
suzi9mm Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2005   Photographer
Amae Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2005
Really gorgeous. With the music, looking and listening, it is a good show. Amazingly sad though. One of my favorites of yours!
iluvar Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2005  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
love the story and love the pic...absolutley great.
DorOthY-ShoEs Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2005
Wonderful! may i know what kind of camera u use?
suzi9mm Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2005   Photographer
eos 20D
Maxi-James Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2005
Your model looks like lisa moorish, back when she had short hair
suzi9mm Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2005   Photographer
never heard
darknessstaresback Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2005
love the photo the lighting in it is great and the upward lifted expresion is absolutly loved for the feel that it gives... kind of reminds me of some of those films that you see where the protaganist is fighting for something greater than themselves, sort of like maximus on gladiator when he is dying... the song from the trailer really does work for it too... just wish i could figure out it's artist.
maryt Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2005   Interface Designer
wow it's a nice shot!!!
sisterjanet Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2005
As far as I can tell, you did a really good job of adding the background. Looking at where you took the picture and looking at this again, it flabergasted me. I like how the light angles over her face and leaves her eyes almost totally in shadow.
Trauma8982 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2005
It probably wasn't intentional... but it looks as if her pupils are blown...
IT-Hammar Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2005  Professional Traditional Artist
Seriously odd angle, but turned out great. Love the way you can see the pores of the skin.. :P
ducttapefanatic Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2005
This picture just seems so personal.. It's so close and you can see everything.

this is one of my favorites out of your gallery.
dottiemaggie Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2005
i see the glass, and the background works well :nod: Soethign about her eyes really has that not dead but about to be feel :nod: like she knows it's coming, and she's at peace with that and just savouring her last breathe.
aliencook Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2005
The girl looks like a boy to me.
I don't know why, but it looks like a treehouse accident to me...
don't ask me why...
from this perspective she just looks like a young boy.

anyway, the picture is very very good!

i got goosebumps when i read your description :)

Nice work!


madhatter Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2005  Professional Digital Artist
I got one word for this picture but I can't say it in english
snapmaster Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2005
love the shot..i think the pieces of glass look like clear wings

interesting :D
littlefairy182 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2005   Photographer
beautiful as always
Gyroskope Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2005
God damn, you know beauty :D!!
cattirun Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2005  Hobbyist General Artist
omg... suzi this is so awesome... that beautiful close-up photo and the background is amazing.. what is more amazing is the fact that you put the hair in a way that it looks like a huge spider in her head, the whole pic is amazing... congrats
suzi9mm Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2005   Photographer
boy-wonder Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2005
I love the perspective of this shot.
Great work as always. :)
shattered-soleil Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2005   Photographer
Wow, if i may say, this is probably your best photograph. it's such a different perspective then the others. i love it!
RawBonesStudio Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2005
I love how you explained the description with this image..

it made me look so mcuh harder into the piece and feel so much more...

thank you!

suzi9mm Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2005   Photographer
DrunkeNGotH Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2005
Is it weird that I think it's aw cute?
Meliae Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2005  Hobbyist Photographer
it feels reli spooky and sad when i look at it with the music. all fits beautifully. its like a sense of peace afer the struggle to live
TearsofOld616 Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2005
:heart: :heart: :heart: it
whittlesjh Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2005
good combo of beauty and horror. Really makes me want to know the story. Makes me want to see the whole scene..
ErzebethBathory Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2005
must love the angle and her expression, so disturbing ;)
blindfive Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2005
Very atmospheric. Definately captures an essence of new death - coming to terms with the fact that death is enevitable, and a calmness ensues...
I LOVE the lighting - it reminds me very much of the way sun trickles through leaves of trees in the early morning, which seems to reinforce the calm feeling - still, quite, solitary...
In it's own way it's very beautiful - probably because it pulls on emotion, and can be very real.

Nice work Jen.

Zerathul Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2005
hldd3n Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2005
great .. something really special lookin.. fictional !
love the background and the light ..
u rock.. :) :hug:
p2kyrock Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2005   Writer
Beautiful! :blowkiss:
greyblue Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2005
ıts wonderful!!!!!
WhatIsThis Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2005   Digital Artist
rock u like a hurricane?
igore12584 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2005
wonerful work, looks almost like she fell, though with the light, and the green in the background it's very peaceful. Or I could be deranged
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Jul 9, 2005, 7:41:25 PM