yes, it's time to get flamed again

overdose. that's all. i did check pulp fiction the night prior to the shooting to get some more ideas. the fact that she has similar hair to Mia is a coincidence, but a nice one i suppose. and the white stuff by the corner of the lips is to indicate foam that's come out of the mouth and dried up.

i had problems choosing the picture from the bunch i had..i tried so many angles and views...i feel sad i ended up with this where the Finlandia vodka bottle i cunningly placed on the table can't be seen i felt like Renny Harlin, he always adds a subtle hint or 2 in his movies that finns can spot. anyway i think i will rotate some of the shots that were on the last delegation round on my webcam.

FAQ
Q what do u use for blood?
A different sorts of fake bloods from a theatre supply store and in some places, like by the nostrils, Clinique's bronzing creme, it's very dark brown and transparent so it's perfect.

Q why do u do shit like this, what is wrong with u?
A what ever i say, it will be turned against me. this stuff just happens around us right? i don't imagine anybody quitting drugs after seeing this, as we get these images from movies as well, and i don't claim to be making a deep statement of our society. it's an image, ugly & beautiful in my opinion. but i wish this wouldn't happen.

she is Senja~ksenia, and definitely one of the best models i've ever had...simply knew how to look dead