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rather simple aye? i also thought of calling this 'i never dreamt of this', as doing this is not something we dream to do 'when we grow up' etc. we want to succeed, find a partner maybe, find a nice job... but things don't always go as planned. anyway, the studio set up and frozen pose make this somewhat unreal or statue-like whereas there are real emotions behind the face - supposedly. that was my idea, i for some reason want to create images that hold pain inside and only a small crack in the pretty front will give it out. you could think of the tears in her eyes as as that small crack. or the 'crack' on her neck...whatever...

it's also unrealistic in the way she looks at us, no one cuts a vein in their throat and keeps a face like that. i also do not suggest you try cutting yourself, throat or elsewhere, this photo is not intended to encourage that behavior. it looks pretty, but that alone does not mean it's glofifying suicide, the title and her eyes tell a sadder reality and i don't think we want to be there. i cannot explain the pose though no matter how i try, i suppose it's just my style, to show natural things mixed with unnatural things and posing for the camera. i think that's all i have to say. why do i like expressing sad things so much? i don't know.

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the straight razor is made to look like it's in the throat by me snapping a piece off it, from the corner. i know i'll get some 'constructive critcism' on how the blood should be but this is the way i figured it is in this photo, just after 10 or so seconds of pressing the blade in one vein.

the model is Krystle aka ~corpsehider and her make up is by yours truly.

FAQ: i use artificial fakebloods, please read more here [link]
Image size
578x870px 137.26 KB
Make
Canon
Model
Canon EOS 10D
Shutter Speed
1/90 second
Aperture
F/9.5
Focal Length
73 mm
ISO Speed
100
Date Taken
Nov 4, 2004, 10:06:10 PM
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WARNING! Carry on reading! Or you will die, even if you only looked at the word warning!
Once there was a little girl called Clarissa, she was ten-years-old and she lived in a mental hospital, because she killed her mom and her dad. She got so bad she went to kill all the staff in the hospital so the More-government decided that best idea was to get rid of her so they set up a special room to kill her, as humane as possible but it went wrong the machine they were using went wrong. And she sat there in agony for hours until she died.
Now every week on the day of her death she returns to the person that reads this letter, on a monday night at 12:00a.m. She creeps into your room and kills you slowly, by cutting you and watching you bleed to death.
Now send this to ten other pictures on this one site, and she will haunt someone else who doesn't. This isn't fake.